Beauty? 


They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

But if I am the beholder how am I to define

beauty within itself?

I turn into the world to give me clarity.

I find curvaceous women with honeysuckle skin,

soft to the touch and light as a feather.

They glide so beautifully like gazelles effortlessly.

With hearts of gold and deep pockets of possibilities.

Was that beauty?

Is this what it is meant to be to be beautiful?

Because when I look at me, I was just me.

A previous woman with a little extra to love.

Caramel skinned with a unique texture.

I didn't glide effortlessly but strategically placed

my steps to keep from falling.

A tender heart full of love, passion, rage, and sadness.

I had to work hard to earn what I wanted causing sleepless

nights and early mornings that could be seen in the bags

under my eyes and the quality of my being.

I look at them and back at myself and wonder

is beauty me or them?



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